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Well...

2011-09-28T13:39:00.000-07:00

I know, I've said I'm not blogging anymore some times ago. And I'm wondering, how many of you still reading this.

Just so suddenly, I remembered my blog, the place where I used to note down things that I care, things that I don't wanna forget. I read through all my older post, and I realized that I have changed a lot during the time while I stopped blogging. Some of my friends told me that I've changed when I was back in Malaysia for the summer break, and now I see it for myself. I used to be so cheerful, so.... well, I used to make a lot of nonsense, and we were so young, so energetic, so happy back then. I'm still happy now, don't get me wrong, just that it felt so different now. Thoughts are getting more complicated, shoulders are getting heavier, and all the sense of responsibility that emerge out of no where, and people around you started to expect serious things from you, and you know could never simply laugh and walk away anymore.

I realize not many people update their blog nowadays, with all the existence of all the social media like facebook and tweeter. But obviously there are a lot of things that I don't really like to post it on facebook for many reasons. Maybe I'll still update here once in a while, at least something for the people who still care to drop by.

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2010-12-22T04:15:00.000-08:00

just in case you are wondering, i'm not blogging anymore....

Time for ball kicking...

2010-06-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

World Cup!!! They called it WM over here (Weltmeisterschaft), not WC, WC is toilet. Just came back from joining my korean friends giving support for their South Korea. And ya, they make it to the knock out stage. North Korea is a very sad team on the other hand. They impressed the whole world by scoring a goal against Brazil, but been trashed by Portugal 7-0 after that. Very sad indeed.

very very sad~

The germans went crazy when their team kick Aussie's balls for four times. They celebrated all along the street, shout, sing and scream, and those who r driving, they horned as loud as they can. Actually not all of them interested in the winning. They just wanna find some reason to make noise. While the Serbians won over the German, the Serbian fans laughed at the Germans, and in some place, the German fans actually whacked the Serbians. It's good to be here during World Cup, you can feel the heat and see all the happenings everywhere.

While all my german friends crazy over their national team and my korean fans showing their full support for South Korea, I asked myself, where's my M'sia???? But anyway, we are not totally left up frm the World Cup this year.

He is Subkhiddin Mohd Salleh, one of the fourth official in the World Cup this year, and also our only representative from Malaysia. So, remember to clap and cheer as loud as you can when you see him raising up the substitution board in the nx few matches. Malaysia Boleh!!!!

World Cup this year is very interesting. A lot of shocking surprises. For those who bet, they said the bookies controlled the outcome of the matches. Well, I don't know... But hopefully Germany will trash Ghana 2mrw.... =)

Scheiss Wetter...

2010-06-10T12:39:00.000-07:00

Depressed, when the weather is cold. Just imagine waking up before the sunrise every morning, walking on the snowy and slippery road, shivering all the way to school. It is indeed depressing, when you finally discovered, a weather like this are meant for us to sleep comfortably on our bed.

Hot-tempered, when you feel the heat of summer, and when you see the daytime longer than the nighttime. Waking up half an hour earlier before your alarm clock finally ring every morning, not because you are motivated, not because going class is fun, but it is because the room was so heated and the sun shine so brightly in the middle of the sky. That is 5.40am in the morning. That is the time you wish you could sleep a little bit longer, because you know you gonna have a long long day in class. But sometime, you just can't.

Summer is good. Guys, girls, whatever, almost everyone on street goes half naked. Seducing or satisfying the perverts were not their intentions. I believe they wish to put their clothes on too. But there is no air-cond over here, and the sun shines with much heat for more than 15 hours everyday, how can someone stand with their clothes on for the whole day? I can't. Meanwhile, some losers in M'sia wearing coat and tie, sitting inside the air-conditioner office enjoying, and wasting all the nature resources. Good job man.

In summer, sunglasses served its purpose eventually. Some sohais wear sunglasses, so that both of their eyes were covered, and they think that is called cool. Some sohais wear sunglasses, so that they can peek on others in a close distance without been noticed. And for the nerdies and noobies, sunglasses are used to protect their eyeballs from getting sunburn. OMG, eyeballs getting sunburn, have you tried it before? How is it looked like?

Everyone been asking and praying for sunshine for the past few weeks, so there you go, it's summer. I can feel the heat from the outside, and I feel the hot-temper from the inside. My classmate taught me to yell "VERDAMMT" while pointing up my middle finger. It helps somehow in cooling me down.

I'm drawing shit...

2010-05-21T14:01:00.000-07:00

I dun understand, some people like to spent hours just to glance at some paintings. And some people are like so god-gifted that every shit they draw will somehow looked nice. And me on the other hand, since the moment I received my 1st coloring books when I was a kid, and when I colored the WHOLE body of the "Ultraman" with red color, and the WHOLE body of the monster with brown or even worse, black, I know, arts will never be my thing.

I love drawing. I love drawing nonsense. I still remember during primary school, I like to use liquid paper draw a lot of the "man's and woman's sexual organ" like penis, breast etc on the school desk, toilet door etc. I was so good at that. But when come to the time for me to do some serious drawing, when I have to draw to past the exam.... That's the time when I started to hate drawing....

I hate arts, hate drawing, therefore I choose science stream. I thought I don't have to draw anymore. And as you knw, I end up study engineering, and some engineers do have to draw. So here comes this technical drawing thing, which I think I just failed it yesterday. I don't know what shit I'm drawing. The minute I receive the paper, run through the question, and looked at the time given, I already know this is gonna be tough. I have done all the best I can. I have studied all the theories, maybe just lack of exercises, I was too lazy to draw.... so, just waiting for the result, hoping that somehow I make it through, once and for all, so that I won't have to resit it again next semester.

Some people told me, drawing is much much more easier than those complicated maths questions. And I told them I would rather do 100 of those complicated maths questions instead of drawing a single object....

Teaching you german for free!!!!

2010-05-10T13:36:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm going to teach you how to use the word "you" or "kamu" or "你" in german.
In german, the word "you" has two different way of saying: "du" (informal) and "Sie" (formal).
Sometimes, it could be hard to define when is formal or informal, so, I'm going to teach you some way to know when to use "du" and when to use "Sie".

Du:
1. For girls (if you are a guy), as long as they are not too old, not too ugly.
2. For handsome guys (if you are a girl of coz).
3. Small kids.
4. Baby (but doesn't matter how you address them, they won't understand anyway).
5. Your friend, and whichever sohai that you are interested and you wanna make friend with.

Sie:
1. Prime minister, lecturer, professor and whoever that has a higher authority.
2. People you meet at the roadside or railway station.
3. People that you are not interested and trying to keep a distance from.
4. Parents.
5. Elders, ah ma and ah pek.

And for your enemies or those freaks that you don't like, just yell at them "EH!!!" or "WEI!!!!", they'll know that you are calling them.

Have fun learning german. =)

Unboxing my "Desire"...

2010-05-01T02:42:00.000-07:00

From wikipedia:

The HTC Desire has received extremely positive reviews. CNET UK reviewed the phone on March 29th and awarded the phone 9.2/10. TechRadar awarded the phone 5 out of 5 stars and stated "In short, this is a phenomenal phone - one of the best we've ever had on TechRadar".

From TechRadar's Top 15 best mobile phones in the world, the HTC Desire is simply the best so far : "It's like a Nexus One only better. For this reason, the HTC Desire has entered our top 10 at number 1, and the Google Nexus One has dropped out completely. It's tough at the top."

And now, the so-called best mobile phone in the world is now in my possession!!! =)

HTC Desire

Grabbed it from Mediamarkt yesterday, while they are still doing promotion. This is the first canggih phone that I ever used.

Here's video about the comparison between HTC HD2, HTC Desire, and iPhone 3Gs in Web browsing...

Cool le.... XD

Should live like a cartoon....

2010-04-26T14:03:00.000-07:00

I closed myself inside my room, scratching my head, pulling my hair and scolding the F- words for N times. Nothing wrong with me. Seriously. I'm just studying Mechanic. The existence of the 3rd dimension, the z-axis, is making things slightly complicated, which lead me to the thoughts: what if we live in a 2-dimensional cartoon world, like the one that Tom and Jerry live in?

I remember those characters in the stupid cartoons that I watched when I was a kid, those characters seems to be immortal. I've seen them been stretched into some funny shape, became a balloon when air pumped into them, became a paper when something heavy fall upon them, but they never die. And more importantly, they don't have to study like we do. They just have to chasing each other here and there, doing all sorts of nonsense. But somehow in the cartoon worlds, Newton's sohai laws still apply...

Shouldn't have chosen "raining outside, very cold" as an excuse to skip class this morning. Here's the different between a good lecturer and a sohai 1. A good lecturer will make you feel that you'll miss a lot of things when you skipped his class, but a sohai 1 will make you feel that attending his class is just a waste of time, better continue sleeping at home.

Ok, shall get back to my books. Thanks for reading and sorry for wasting your 5 minutes. If you are looking for something constructive, go somewhere else...

One of those rare and awesome Saturday...

2010-04-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

Woody's pre-birthday. Kintaru, Raymond and Woody came and paid an unexpected visit to us ppl in Esslingen. Had our lunch in KFC. We ordered 3 buckets of chickens, each person ate 5 to 8pcs of chickens (it's the normal size chicken btw, not the small drumstick or chicken wing....) Then, randomly we end out in the Spring Festival in Bad Canstatt. It's like the so-called "fun fair" in M'sia, but way more interesting, except for the roller coaster, which is one of the lousiest that I ever sat before.

And then we had a ride on this thing called star flyer, abt 4 or 5 tingkat high:

Better than roller coaster, but still lousy in terms of challenging ur heartbeat (except for those who afraid of height). But it was really cold up there.

view from afar...

Then we end our night by having dinner in one of the Mexican restaurant in Esslingen, b4 everyone departed to their respective hostels....

Sorry for the lacked of sincerity in writing this post. I'm feeling blazy recently. The word "blazy" here is actually means "Busy + Lazy". Feeling that life is dragging my lazy head around instead of me handling the life.

Saving the day light by adjusting the clock to one hour faster....

2010-03-28T08:57:00.000-07:00

Today, the Europeans only have 23 hours. Now we are using the Daylight-saving time, which means today we have to adjust our clock one hour faster, which means I'll have to wake up one hour earlier 2mrw to get ready for class..... Sien la....

2nd week of Lectures...

2010-03-27T10:59:00.000-07:00

It's the second week of lectures, and I'm started to get used to everything, all the daily routines, all the ppl and the surrounding. Academically, I'm still doing great, mainly because most of the things taught in class were the things that we've learnt before during our A-levels. It's more like a revision for me, except that, this time I'm learning all that in German. Still struggling with the language for most of the times. It's really tiring, when you have to keep focusing, trying to understand every single voices around you, trying to concentrate during lectures, trying to follow as close as I can. But I'm glad to notice that I started to have thoughts in german, and words started to came up naturally when I speak, without me actually pause for a while trying to recalling the suitable words, or thinking of how to complete the sentence.

Someone once shared this to me: when you started to have dream in german, it means you have reached another level. Well, I do have a dream of someone talking german to me this morning, only one sentence as I could remember, and I failed to understand one of the word in that sentence, and one of my malaysian friend beside me explained it to me. I guess this kind of dream doesn't count, right?!

Hate waking up before 6am every morning. There was one day, when the weather so cold and I was so comfortable lying underneath my blanket. And I was so reluctant to get up and start off my day, when my alarm started to ring. Then there's this voice inside my head telling me to skip class, since there's no attendance taken. But in the end, I got up, cause I didn't really have any relevant excuse to skip classes other than my own laziness, which is intolerable. And those lectures on that day were quite important too, I can't afford skipping them. So, for straight 2 weeks, I make it to class every morning, punctually...

Sometimes, engineers have to draw, and I hate the fact that I hate drawing, coz I never have any talent in it. Skipping one or two of the class for a few reason:
1. I have an appointment to renew my visa
2. Feeling bored.
3. Couldn't understand what the lecturer is drawing (for Darstellung Geometrie), not my fault, the germans also looked as blur as I am. XD
All these require practicing more than theory. Theoretically should be very easy, just draw whatever shit that we need to draw. I'll work it all up by myself.

Infomatik is my favorite at the moment. It's something quite new to me and it's always feeling great to be able to understand something new in a language that you still not really good at. That's what keep me motivated.

Looking forward to the easter break next friday. I'm going off to Netherland. That would be the 1st Euro trip outside Germany since the day I arrived. Gonna pay a visits to the "chickens" in Amsterdam, going to Haarlem and The Hague...

STRESSlingen!!!!

2010-03-19T14:19:00.000-07:00

A lot of people dreaming that he or she could study in oversea someday, getting a better education, better certs, getting to know new friends all over the world. Basically what's in everyone's mind is, studying in overseas is something really nice. Well, now I'm studying in an Europe country, which using a language that I've nvr imagined learning it one day, surrounded by people who are maybe much bigger than you, or mayb not, speaking a language that's totally different from what you familiar with. So, here's my 1st hand experience:

Wake up before 6am for almost every morning. My class start at 7.30am from monday to thursday. Go to bathroom and do all the usual stuff, grab some bread or biscuits for breakfast, then take a 5 minute walk to the railway station, take the train to Esslingen, then take a 5 minutes bus ride to my Uni campus, and sometimes I have to walk there, if I miss the bus. And it's always freaking cold in the morning.

And then, the lectures. If talking about studying overseas is to get to know new people from all over the world, for example, china, japan, italy, USA etc, well, there's a japanese guy in my class though, but he disappear for most of the time. Besides him, I'm the only foreigner in my class with about 50 ppl of Germans. And I don't think they communicate in the Deutsch that we learned before. I know, my Deutsch isn't good enough, but wait, what thay speak isn't the Deutsch that we used to learn!!! That isn't Deutsch, that is, well, what they so called Schwabish??? This is just like a non-chinese learning mandarin for 2.5 years, and study in a place where everyone speaking hokkien, how on earth he's gonna understand that? And the funny thing is that, the deutschers are like just simply open their mouth, making some blurry sounds, without me able to interpret a single german word out of the sound they made, and the lecturers actually understand them and able to answer their question. And we foreigners trying to make every words clear, every pronunciation correct, no gramatical mistake, sometimes the lecturers might have to ask us to repeat our question again, how ironic is that. Good thing is that, I'm able follow all the lectures so far, at least able to take note most of the important points, if not all. And the bad thing is, the lecturers are the only person that I can understand in the entire class. Language is the main tools in making friends. If u can't communicate with them, well...... Never felt that "special" and lonely before in my entire life...... DSH 3 isn't enough, apparently we have to learn Schwabish as well....

I know everyone is struggling with the same things at the moment. Seniors been telling us that our first sem will be a really tough period that we have to go through. And some said, our life over here will be like a U-shape, where there will be a point when u'll be in the bottom end, before you bounce back again. And my reaction was like, well, how tough could it be? Just relax and making jokes out of everything, be steady. Now, I've finally got the chance to taste what they have been through. Few days ago, our super and mega seniors from Esslingen have gave us some really encouraging words: "STRESSlingen" "Welcome to HELL!!!" "No malaysian student has ever completed their bachelors for Fahrzeugtechnik in 7 semesters, that's impossible...." OMG, this is gonna be interesting.....

HS Esslingen, whether it's a top uni or not, I'm not too sure, but certainly, it's famous with "STRESS". Other than getting a good results in your exams, you also have to collect 7 points of your so-called Sozialpunkte (Social-points) within the period of your studies by doing social works. 5 hours for 1 point. Then you also have to write some report for some industry stuff. According to the germans, HS Esslingen isn't a school that u can easily get a place to study in. Now we have about 50 ppl in one class, and the number will be getting lesser and lesser as the semester goes on. Some will fail, some will dropped out......

Life has been easy and boring for the last few years, if compare to my present situation. Finally, I got something to keep myself busy and focus. Finally I got something that I must overcome no matter what. Every obstacle is a chance to learn and to grow and be stronger..... I'm not gonna back down. I've came this far, and more importantly, I'm still doing great, why should I claim myself defeated, while there's still plenty of hopes for me bouncing back? Yes, I'm falling slowly at the moment, and if my life over here is to be described as a U-shape, I do hope that I'll reach the bottom end sooner, so that I can bounce back again as soon as possible....

Missing the times in CDC and Reutlingen, where we all still together. Skipping classes, no exam...... and now, here comes the real thing...... Gotta stay strong, everyone!!!

Time for some update....

2010-03-13T11:40:00.000-08:00

Alright, so, errr.... wat to update??? Really, I felt like it has been a long long time since I actually write or update on anything seriously.... Erm.... let's start with, well, I'm still alive?! Yea, obviously, since I'm typing something over here.... wait, stop, this is lame.... How about: "@#$%%!!!! I stepped on dog shit just now inside a shopping complex, very sui!!! " No way, this is too personal....

Hmmm.... how about some warming up: asdfghjklqwerttyuopzxcvbnmhgasdhadhsjakdajshd

Ok, let's get serious, I'M NOW IN UNTERTÜRKHEIM EATING TURKEY!!! Ermm..... wait, there's no turkey over here, but there's a turkish girl next door...... The pre-course in Reutlingen has finally come to an end, I mean, it ended for almost 1 week already, and we were having one week break after that. The part when we moved from our old hostel to our new hostel was the most exhausting 1. Just imagine us carrying our luggage plus pillow, blanket etc, plus some other rubbish that we have bought, walking to the bus station, to the train station, cross the road, cross over the bridge, and finally reach our hostel......

So, I'm staying at my 300 euro president room. Very comfortable indeed. Have a very nice sleep every night. And now I understand why a lot of ppl said germans are not friendly. It's not that they are not friendly, I mean, well, that's their face. They are big in size and they looked fierce and serious and dun talk much, and without approaching them personally, how on earth can we expect that, they are the friendly type? I still remember during the 1st day when we were shaking hands doing the introduction thing without smiling. Anyway, I can assure u that they are friendly and harmless, and helpful too....

Some people said HS Esslingen is a top school. Seniors said, studying in Esslingen is stressful. The germans who have graduated from Esslingen said, my seniors are right, that's the fact. And a retarded dog said, here's a shit for u, step on it, welcome to Esslingen.... And u know what, my class start frm 7.30 am from Monday to Thursday, this is freaking early u knw.... worst than my secondary school life.... =.="

So, ermmm.... the break is over, and class start next week. It's middle of march, and it's still snowing over here. Culture shock!!!! Depression!!!! So here's my 1st suicide attempt: attending brain-torturing lectures every day!!!! =)
Jetzt geht's los!!!

My 300 euro president room in Untertürkheim

2010-03-02T13:57:00.000-08:00

Back from Untertürkheim (wat a funny name.... I tot it's a part in Turkey when I first heard of its name.... ). Finally, I have the opportunity to have a glance at my 300 euro hostel, and find out why is it cost that much.

This the room, it's big, big enuf for 4 ppl to sleep in it... Good view, lots of space....

Kitchen, shared by a few ppl....

Toilet and bathroom....

Overall, I'm satisfied with the room condition, but still, I don't think it's necessary to pay extra for a bigger room like this. As long as the toilet and kitchen are clean, and there's a comfortable room for me to sleep and study, that's already good enough. But now, I have to deal with the fact that, I have to travel a half an hour journey to my Hochschule everyday. No choice, since all the hostels in Esslingen are either full or under renovation......

Emo... emo... emo...

2010-02-21T07:04:00.000-08:00

Just feeling a little bit "depressed" after browsing thru all the CNY gathering photos uploaded by all my former classmates in facebook. Looking at all those familiar smiles and faces, which make me think back all those crazy wonderful moment that we had together before... Missing u all....

Ok, enough, I knw I shud leave everything behind and move forward.... And all those memories, I shall just keep them deep within myself....
Leaving Reutlingen and moving to Esslingen in 2 weeks time..... =)

CNY in Germany....

2010-02-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

My 1st CNY in Germany wasn't that bad afterall. On New Year eve, instead of having reunion dinner with our family at home (skip the part where some of the people had their reunion dinner with their family by using webcam), we had our reunion steamboat in Stuttgart. Good to see everyone again after we have been separated for some times. Everyone is still looked the same, except for the one who "call god" (叫神，aka Jelson). OMG, he drank and vomit, and he smoke too???? This is the sign of growing up huh??!!

After the dinner, the ppl frm Heilbronn and Sigmaringen came and overnight at our place.

The next day, which was the 1st day of CNY, the day started off with my room filled with the sounds of SNORING.... I still remember the night before, I couldn't sleep, bcoz apparently some1 snored very loudly. I sit up and stared at tat fella for a while, and he nvr stop snoring, instead, it's getting louder and louder... The nx morning, I woke up, and there was still snoring, and damn, since when 叫神slept here too? And ya, he snored as well......

In the afternoon, we joined the Deutscher celebrating their "Fastnachtumzug", a festival where there is a parade with the people wearing all sorts of the weird costumes. They tried to frighten those who r watching, throwing sweets, chocolate, papers etc at us. A brand new experience, we did have a wonderful time.

So basically that's how we past our CNY here. No holidays, and we still have class the next day, no ang pao, no bak kua, and yet, it was still a memorable 1.....

新年来了？？！！

2010-02-11T01:32:00.000-08:00

不知不觉又要过年了。
今年的新年似乎多了种莫名的伤感。
人身在国外，
没有所谓的团圆饭，
没有红包，
也少了新年的气氛。
新年歌，
越听越伤心。
人人说，
新年来了，大地回春，
这里却依旧的下雪，
越下越离谱。

除夕夜将下Stuttgart和一帮朋友团聚吃火锅，
自从被分散去Heilbronn,Sigmaringen和Reutlingen之后，
大家都总算有一段时间没见面了，
应该是时候聚一聚吃下团圆饭。

在此献上黄明志的新年歌，
恭祝各位新年快乐，虎年行大运。
不要只顾发财，健康最重要！！！

Some joker said "Avatar bring depression".....

2010-02-07T10:50:00.000-08:00

Came across this article somewhere:

Avatar Support Group and Postpartum Depression from the Film

Do you ever wish you could live on Pandora with the Na'vi? Did you get thoughts of depression or even suicide when the film was over? Well apparently this is a wide-spread problem all over the world as moviegoers cant face the reality that was waiting for them as they left the theater. Fret no more, help is in sight, in the form of an internet forum titled "Ways to cope with the depression of the dream of Pandora being intangible."

Suzie B. says: "After I watched Avatar at the first time, I trully felt depressed as I "wake" up in this world again.So after few days, I went to cinema and watched it again for the second time to relieve the depression and hopeless feeling.Now I listen to the soundtrack and share my views in this forum. It really helps."

Tom had this to say: "The first time after I woke up the next day after watching it I "had" to see it again. I have seen it four times now, and soon to be a fifth. I think watching it takes away that depression, because when I am watching it, i dont know how to describe how I feel, but it feels good. I want to just forget about it all sometimes, take down my avatar wallpaper, stop reading about it and what not, but I just cant.I have to use a quote from the movie sometimes I guess "Sooner or later though, you always have to wake up."I heard writing a sequel helps, but I just cant compete with what has been laid out.I dont know if theres any WoW addicts out there, but after seeign Avatar I have lost all desire to play (and trust me thats like being addicted to any drug)I'm just hoping it will pass over time, but if anybody has any recommendations how to cope I would love to hear them."

Here are somethings to keep in mind if your as jaded as these people, If you lived on Pandora chances are you'd be:

1) Ripped to pieces by a pack of viperwolves .

2) Trampled by a Hammerhead Titanothere.

3) Devoured by a Thanator.

4) Pecked to death by a group of Ikran.

5) Snatched away by a Toruk.

6) Pinned to a tree by a Na'vi arrow.

7) Stung, bitten or eaten by some other Pandora plant or animal.

I'll be taking donations to start the, Sometimes Your Entire Life Boils Down To One Insane Movie Foundation ™ a Big Balls ™ Affiliate.

Erm..... ok, but seriously? But I remember after I finish watching the movie last time, I was like "@#$%%, THIS MOVIE IS AWESOME!!!!" Then go around recommending ppl to watch it. Apparently I was more like the other way round.....
Yea, I knw this world sucks, so what? Jz get along with it, all fairy tales are for kids only.....

I COOKED!!!!

2010-02-02T10:47:00.000-08:00

Finally, I cooked my 1st burger for my dinner all by myself!!!

Yea I knw it doesn't look good, bt it's still edible...... =)

Deutschland!!!! (Updated)

2010-01-11T08:35:00.000-08:00

Voices in my head said, germany is AWESOME.... at least for the moment....
Departed on the 7ht of January, 11.59pm Malaysian time. After all the hugging wif my parents maybe for the 1st time, shed some tears, then, tat's it, i'm moving on to another chapter of life...

The Flight
We're flying with MAS airline. All of the passengers were Deutsche except us the malaysian monkey, and we looked so small being among them. It wasn't quite a pleasant flight, as the plane was quite sempit, or mayb the Deutsche is big in size.....

Frankfurt
We landed there on abt 6.35am germany time. Everything was so different, everything was so fresh. We went straight to the entrance of the Frankfurt airport and tasted our 1st extremely cold weather experience by just wearing our JPA blazer. That was so so so SYOK!!!! Observing playing with smokes from our mouth...... huhu.....

Then we went to the Konsulat in Frankfurt to meet those JPA officer and listen to some usual speech and then we went straight to the hostels in Singen.

Singen
We moved into the “Jungendherberger” (hostel) in Singen. About 4 ppl shared a room. All the facilities, toilets, bathroom, everything are still alright, except that we do nt hav internet connection over here. Girls are lucky. They stayed in the guesthouse in Radolfzell, which has internet access. But they have to cook their breakfast themselves. Ya, we guys 3 meals provided each day, and the food were superb. Had some briefing with Herr Fries who in charge of all our Uni stuff. We still have to wait for another group of students, who will only arrive the next day.
We walked around the city in Singen at night after dinner. Were amazed with all the architectures there while enjoy suffering from been blown by some bone-penetrating wind although we have worn so many layers.

Radolfzell
Took their train to Radolfzell for the first time. Their public transportation are seriously punctual. Hate KTM in Malaysia, train delayed like almost every time, have to squeeze with other ppl. None of this happen here in Germany. We went to the CDC in Radolfzell for some briefing, and also to find out which course we got and which Uni are we entering. I got HS Esslingen. It’s the so-called top school, very stressful. It’s a school that one of our best guys working so hard throughout the 2.5 yrs pre-u hoping to get a place there. He didn’t get it, he got other uni, and he was feeling blank after that. I got my second choice, automotive. I was speechless, nvr actually picture myself studying car dunno since when. And yet, I’m nvr feeling so sure that I want my 1st choice studying mechanical, and looking at the numbers of soon-to-be mechanical engineers around me, I guess I shall just proceed with what I was offered and see how it works.

CDC
Attending classes and learning all the stuff and cultures in CDC for the next 3 weeks. Met some foreigners………….. Classes are boring as usual…….. Good thing is that, everything provided!!!!

p/s: sorry for the late update. Our culture class has finally come to an end. Now I’m staying at a new place call Reutlingen. All the 39 of us has been divided and separated to 3 smaller groups to 3 different places. Our Vorkurs (pre-course) will start on Monday, where we gonna learn abt all the maths and scientific terms in German. Stepping into another phase in this new journey, I know it’s not gonna be easy for me. It’s a lie, if I’m saying that I’m settling and adapting so well over here. Every day is like a new challenge for me. I’m still working hard on my German, improving my ability to communicate with a new language, and life is just gonna be tougher and tougher and tougher. But I know I gonna get over it. I just need some time. And when I do, I’ll keep rising, higher than ever……

For the photos, I’ve posted them in facebook long time ago, go check it up…. =)

Greeting from GERMANY!!!!!

2010-01-09T12:09:00.000-08:00

Landed in Frankfurt yesterday at 6.30am Germany time, after sitting inside the plane for about 13 hours. Now settled in the hostel in Singen, with limited internet connections..... Sorry that I can't upload all the pictures taken at the moment, until I got a fixed internet connections...... will update soon!!!!

New year post + pre-departure syndrome...

2010-01-02T00:27:00.000-08:00

02012010, it's actually the 2nd day of another brand new year, and i didn't even realizing it. Clock, why u have to tick so fast? Looking back 2009, looking back at those tough moment that we've endured while complaining at the same time, looking back those future decisive moment, those major exams, those time when important results announced, and the 2.5 yrs that we think it was very long at 1st, and also the tiring and sweaty practical in GMI recently. And yea, we make it through all the way.

Finally, the time has come. It's our turn to leave this time, after seeing so many ppl flew off before us. Exciting? I dunno. For sure there is some kind of sadness stirred up within me. I hate farewell, I hate feelings, and I hate saying goodbye. Been trying to hang out with everyone this few nites. Had some "once upon a time" talk, looking back at all those fun schooling days, and a lot of great memories were brought up. And suddenly, we were all amazed that 3 years has past since the day we graduated from our secondary school, and now we are entering the 4th year. Some of us still studying, some edi having their own business and earning money, and some even edi married and have kids. A lot has changed, a lot...... I know we could never keep things the way they were, and we could never go back to those times again. Just hoping that those friendships will still remain for a long long time.

Hmmmm..... guess it's time to leave the past behind and embrace the future. Those memories, I shall just keep it inside my heart. Perhaps one day, I might need one of those to make myself smile. For sure I'm gonna miss everytin and evryone here. Gonna miss every food, every noice, all the warmth that I couldn't get else where besides at home, my dogs...... Oh gosh, I shud leave them all behind, nt thinking abt it. Or else, I'll suffer of depression before I fly off......

So, 5 more days to go. And btw, I got a new laptop finally. Dell Studio XPS 16. So cool......

Leave Out All The Rest

2009-12-27T04:53:00.000-08:00

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

-Linkin Park

THANK YOU!!!

2009-12-25T21:49:00.000-08:00

A big THANK YOU to that particular place in Bangi, I missed everything......
A big THANK YOU to whoever causing the procrastination......
A big THANK YOU for letting me passing the greatest EQ test of all time, I can still smile while showing my middle finger......
Well done, ppl!!! Well done!!! =)

The Fallen of the "Samoan Bulldozer"......

2009-12-11T06:08:00.000-08:00

This guy, I remember seeing him squashing every single person who squaring off with him in the ring. He was so fierce, so strong, so ruthless, and way more aggressive than any wrestler I've ever seen. He can still stand firm and fight back, even after a dozens of head shots with steel chairs. I remember him as someone who is undefeated for 8 months. But really, no one will ever expect that there will be one day, a guy like him will died of heart-attack, especially at the age of 36...

Haiz....
Life is short, and sometimes pathetic......

This is My December

2009-12-05T08:34:00.000-08:00

Haha... one month has passed after my last update... and finally, here comes the very last month of the year, and the very last month for me spending time here with everything that I familiar with. And finally, I started to feel the day that we are expecting is approaching closer day by day. Happy? Excited? I dunno.... just mixed feeling.... and I hate feelings, and definitely won't let these feelings overcome me, at least not in public.... for those who expecting me to drop tears, sorry, tat's not gonna happen....

My batch is a very sad batch. We still need to go GMI there goyang-goyang until end of this month instead of spending our one last month of precious moment in our hometown. Thank God the schedule wasn't tat packed and I still managed to get back to my hometown, and oso managed to hang out with a few of my lost-contacted old friends. Glad to know that they are doing fine. I'll be going back hometown again during christmas, perhaps for the 2nd last time...

Practical was fun, so far, learnt a lot of new stuff, though I hate benchwork so much.... Filing and sawing the iron is the most frustrating part... Love catia the most, the engineering software... hmmm.... but when think about spending times with all the machines in my last december here before I leave, my mood for all the practical stuff vanished right away....

I'm leaving on 7th of January, time of flight is yet to be determined....

@#$%%#$!!!!

2009-11-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

I've been cursing a lot lately. Everything seems to be happening in the way that totally not parallel with my mood at all. First thing first, the weather! Raining for almost everyday. This is a good thing, when u feel sleepy and u wanna sleep. But when u r so free n u cnt sleep n u wanna face book n the rain causing the internet connection to slow down.... I tell you I'm losing my patience pressing at the "refresh" button over n over again....

Went to medical check up 2 days ago. Went to Klang hospital, the nurse there smile at us n telling us so politely, "sini tak buat medical check up....." n suggest us to go bck to our own shah alam to policlinic in seks. 7. So we pay another 25 bucks for taxi fare to seks.7. The ppl there told us that they need one month to process the result, nx monday only cn do our check up coz there are too many ppl, mantoux test cn only be done on friday n check the result on monday... we cnt wait, we have gmi nx monday, n some other stuff in the nx few wks, n we need to hand in the medical report by nx month.... in the end, we end up in kpj private hospital, 280+ bucks, and we'll get our report in 3 days time... no choice, everything came in last minute thanks to whatever reasons that cause this.... It has edi pissed me off when we were told to spent our last month in m'sia wif the machines..... And yet, we did have fun doing our medical check up, coz apparently somebody.... okay la, stop there b4 somebd see this and getting mad at me.... hahaha..... i was seriously laughing non stop....

I wasn't having class since wednesday, according to our time table. 5 full days of break, I'm seriously having too much time here and don't knw how to spent it, and I actually get frustrated over myself been wasting all my free times like this. Thinking of going home, but I just came bck here few days ago..... ya, mayb i'll be going bck nx wk. coz nx wk i'll be having the same amount of free time again.

GMI is boring. Without GMI, life is still boring. Either way, life still sucks..... Guess I'm just failed to make myself enjoy my current situation.... I need some excitement... or mayb some retards to make fun of.....

Time for Miracles

2009-10-29T09:31:00.000-07:00

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't be thinking of your smile

Every kiss you can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know thatMaybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it(feel it)
You know I can hear it(hear it)
So can you feel it feel it....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

This is the official theme song for the upcoming blockbuster "2012", sang by American Idol runner-up, Adam Lambert....

This show is going to be huge!!!

Right Here, Right Now....

2009-10-22T18:03:00.000-07:00

It's 9am in the morning. I'm not wake up earlier, I'm just hvn't fallen asleep yet. The drum sounds from yesterday night are still playing inside my head. Went to CA yesterday for the last time, and leading worship for the last time. Was really encouraged by all those super juniors, so talented and so gifted. And ya, great job for the video!!!

The conversation I had recently has been all about my future, all about Germany. At home, my family members talking abt "eh, when u go germany u........ (complete the sentence urself, a lot of possibility....) With frens outside, "eh, when are you flying? (heard this and answered this for thousands of times)", or, "eh, how's german language??? tough ar???? u cn speak edi????", or "wah.... Germany geng le, go there buy car and bring bck malaysia", or "nx time straight away work there la, no need come bck....." of coz there's a lot more, all about Germany. There's some kind of mixed feeling stirred up within me, knowing myself that my chapter of life here is about coming to an end, or maybe it's already the end, waiting for the beginning of another new chapter somewhere far far away. Clock is still ticking, and suddenly, I felt myself running out of time for everything here..... Now, I'm thinking to myself, how can I use up my remaining time here to the best, so that I won't have regrets at all when I leave????

And sometimes, I hate to get closer with others, coz I hate to deal with the feeling of saying goodbye...

Facing the Giants

2009-10-07T12:29:00.000-07:00

This is a 2006 film. I've heard a lot of it, about how good it is, and well, I nvr actually get the chance to watch it. Until recently, I found the link, n I downloaded it, n I watched it just now. The amazing thing is that, I found myself weeping throughout the show (don't laugh at me man, I suggest u go watch it before u laugh... =.="). But seriously, not many shows will make me wept, not even the Japanese drama "Thousand liters of Tears" which a lot of ppl claimed that it's very touching. This film actually reminds me how truth God is, and how great the impact of His presence He can make in our daily lives, if we choose to honor Him in whatever we do, and through Him, all things are possible.

Facing the Giants is the story of Grant Taylor, a mediocre high school football coach. After several years of failing seasons, the Shiloh Eagles are considering replacing him as head coach. This is not the only problem Taylor is facing; his car is breaking down, fathers of his team players are trying to get him fired, and he finds out he is the reason that his wife cannot become pregnant. In order to get his life, and football team, back on track, he realizes he must cry out to God for help. He creates a new coaching – he needs to praise God when they win, and praise God when they lose. From that point on, they lose only one game, and go on to win the State Championship by defeating the champion team, the Giants. After such fortune, his wife also becomes pregnant at last.

Here's the trailer:

There was this scene, which was my favorite part of the show. The coach Taylor asked one of the top player in the team, Brock, to show his best death crawling. The coach actually had him blindfolded, in order to avoid him to give up in certain point, where he can actually go further. Here's the scene:

This death crawling scene actually strucks me a lot. A lot of times when the challenges come, when I gave up half way, convince myself that I've done my best. And now, I guess I have to revalue all my "best". Was those really my "Best"? Or can I actually move anymore further?

In few months time, I'll be going somewhere far away from the place where I call home, and from the country where I'm familiar with. I'll be turning frm a legal citizen in a country to an outsider in another country. I'm going to have class and lecture with a language that I've only learned for 2 years. I'm going to mix with ppl with different culture and attitude. To catch up with the lecture and past the exams were seems to be another challenge. All these challenges seems huge, seems tough, but as I could remember, Germany was my only choice other than studying form 6. God made His path so clear and straight by turning down my every other options, and giving me something that I never thought I deserve it, perhaps the greatest one among all the things I applied. And He did lead me throughout every battle during the preparatory programme. And I have faith, that He is going to do great things in my life. I know I'll be doing just fine over there, or perhaps even better than what I could imagine now. If this is His will, who can against Him?

Romans 8: 31- if God is for us, who can be against us?

And for your information, the film itselfs is actually a miracle. With a $100,000 budget, only six weeks of shooting time, and one rented camera, the film made it as high as number 14 in weekend box office earnings. To date, “Facing the Giants” has made over more than 10 Million dollars. This film is definitely a worth-watching one, and apparently it has became one of my recent favourite.

Lastly, here's the theme song of the show by Casting Crowns, "Voice of Truth"....

Rollin' on the bed....

2009-09-28T11:09:00.000-07:00

Obviously, i'm losing the mood of blogging. Holiday's boring, no one's around, and I'm all alone, and basically nth interesting or worth remembering or worth writing. Life without goal, without purpose, well, guess I'm totally losing the sense of direction in life. Everyday is just another day to maybe take a shower, eat, drink, watching a few movies, take a shit, then tat's it. Just wish I could maybe went out, bang some1's car, challenging the capability of the cops here..... etc.... at least I would have sth to write abt.

Been watching a lot of movie lately. One thing that I learnt: "Movies are so FAKE!!!" Most of the movies have a good ending, heroes always win, retards always get the lover of their life, horror movie ghost always attacked from behind, and those ppl are actually stupid enough to get caught, or killed.... And all the so called "moral values" which nvr seems to be applicable in real life. Just finish watching "I Love You Beth Cooper", Hayden Panettiere is hot!!!

Trying to download "Jennifer's Body" now to watch Megan Fox... XD

So far, we have been told that our practical in GMI will only starts in november, which I'm still refused to believe it until now. If that's true, good thing, we will have another month of aimless life; bad thing, all my plans will be ruined.... life sucks either way....

Ok la... tat's it for now.... i'm rolling away.... tata....

I'm not a "Teen" anymore....

2009-09-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

Well, it's amazing to know that I've been living on this earth for 20 yrs. Created a lots of trouble, a lots of mess, from a tiny little infant expanded horizontally and vertically, weight increased, reduced, increased again, and reduced again.... and now, I have to admit that, I'm officially not a "teen-age-er" anymore...
Some said, life gets boring as we grow older, is it true? After the age of 20, we have to really behave like adults, cause we are adults, but adults are boring, they talk money and serious business all the time.... ya, indeed we got a lot more to worry about, a lot more to take care of....
Just had a simple birthday celebration with my family this year. No pants pulling, no water splashing, no flour or egg throwing, everything was peaceful, warm and nice. Din reli get the chance to celebrate it wif my family for the past 2 yrs, so it's great to be able to past my bday at home wif my family again this year, before I fly off.... And friends, thx for all the birthday wishes through facebook, sms, and calls.... Reli appreciate it =)

Done??!!

2009-09-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

After lying arnd at home for few days, guess it's time for me to move and fix some stuff....
Initial plan: cut hair --> take photo --> do passport --> renew my IC

Cut my hair n taken my photo yesterday, so basically today I'll be doing my passport.... and IC??? IC later la, when I have the mood.... So, went to that Jabatan Imigresen for the 1st time. Everything went on so smoothly that time, till... "dik, kena pi JPN renew u punya IC dulu...." wat la, wanna renew IC have to retake the photo at JPN, n I wasn't ready to.... aiya, wateva.... drove there, parking, get down, n a guard stoped me, "hey, u kerja mana sekarang?" (I kerja mana none of ur business la..... =.=") "I tak kerja, I masih belajar" smiling n answering politely like what I usually did, and wait, this guard looked familiar..... He pointed himself a several times, and ya.... ok, now I remember, he used to be the Jaga in my secondary school, while I used to be the prefect there at the main entrance demerit whoever that's late to school.... So now, it's kinda like a small old friend gathering.... chit chat for a while.... guess Nan Hwa really teruk now, till the jaga oso wanna change place to work... lolx

Then, renew IC, and I was served at the "KAUNTER ORANG KURANG UPAYA AND WARGA EMAS".... It's ok, I dun mind, if the service there is more efficient.... everything went on pretty fast though. Took the receipt, headed back to the Jabatan Imigresen, and at the counter there, a familiar name was heard. I looked around, saw a girl replied to that call. Is that her? Doesn't looked like the one that I know, guess I was wrong... she and her family were doing passport there as well... look at her again, well, she does look a lil bit like her..... aiya, dun care la, later msn ask her....

Everything was done except that I missed the time to collect passport. I went somewhere to lepak jz bcoz I cnt stand waiting at the office there for half an hour. And by the time I get back, the office was edi closed. I wasn't late actually... I followed the clock in my phone.... their clock is obviously run faster.... So, have to come back again tomorrow....

Alright, back to "her"... saw her online just now, I asked her, and ya.... she's that "her", another old friend of mine.... both of us failed to recognize each other that time at the Jabatan Imigresen... haha.... so basically, I bump into 2 familiar-and-long-time-no-see ppl today...

so, done?! What's next?! Ya, still got visa, sien la.... =.=

End of my study life in Intec.....

2009-09-13T20:49:00.000-07:00

Finally, it comes to the end of my study lifes in INTEC... no matter how long it seems to be, no matter how tough it seems to be, no matter how impossible it seems to be, no matter how tiring it used to be, no matter how crazy we used to be, no matter how lazy we were n started to worry when exams draw near, no matter how we used to hate the place, getting fed up with everything.... and through His grace I've survived this two years victoriously indeed.... for now, I could just feel relief and said to myself, "It's over...."

The end of something marks the beginning of another is coming. Have been scratching my head for the past few days, thinking of "WHAT" and "WHERE", even when DSH was announced few days ago, when we were suppose to jump up high and celebrate, apparently this whole "WHAT" and "WHERE" thing spoilt the whole mood. Been praying, thinking, researching, and it was revealed to me that I should study "Umwelt", which is engineering related to environment, maybe it's because some of the brain-washing article that we study during our DSH class..... But in fact, I don't look like someone who would concern for the environment. I like tissue and plastic bags which make my life so much easier.... so I consider, consider, reconsider, reconsider again.... in the end, I end out with Maschinenbau and Fahrzeugtechnik..... Hopefully I'll like what I choose.

I'm currently enjoying my holidays at home. Dogs are happy to see me, mom showing off her new bought N82, sister busy telling the story of all the stupid stuff that my brother did, and dad talking money with me again.... =.=" seems like I got a lot to catch up huh?! gotta really enjoy myself this time, my days are numbered. :p

Result....

2009-08-20T22:37:00.000-07:00

A-level result announced yesterday.
2 months ago right after I finish the last paper, I said to myself that I should be grateful, if I ever get more than 12 points. (Minimum cut off points is 9 points, maximum 15) Those papers were tough, and in fact most of us thought that we will all gonna be really dead this time.....

Till yesterday, I received my result.... Was quite happy at 1st, but later, perhaps after comparing the results unintentionally (I know I'm not suppose to do tat), I started to get slightly disappointed, though my result was much much much better than what I expected (I have to be honest with myself, no offense, and I don't mean to insult or anything, that's just exactly how I felt at that very moment) Lots of ppl got 15, but why am I not one of them? Why would I have to be 1 mark lesser and couldn't be one of the most happiest person there?

I was quite surprise in fact, not with my result, but with my reaction towards my result. Since when I've become such a perfectionist, although I've never been even close to perfect in anything I've done? Since when my own thoughts matter more than His thoughts, He who has way higher than mine? Since when my will matters more than His will??? Since when I prayed I commit everything to Him yet I still doubt and worry, even after all the things He's done to lead me through out all those stormy times??? Even serving as the emcee for one of the event in church recently, I just somehow felt a little... err.... down.... just because things weren't went off jz as same as what I expected, though I knw that was a really good kind of me holding mic in front and leading the event.... and apparently, I'm the only one that said to myself, "I sucks...."

I felt bad.... really bad.....

Perhaps now is the time to slightly take a break and clear my head off, reflects on the things that happens for the past two years. Perhaps there's still a lot more for me to learn about "surrender" and "let go". We are human, and we will never ever be perfect. God is the only One who perfect, and His will and His plan is always better than ours.....

I'm thankful for everything. For the life, for the challenge, for all the up and downs that made me grow, for everything.... I thank God for making me realize, how blessed I am in certain ways... And the results.... To Him all the glory shall be =)

p/s: 2 down, 1 more to go.... I'm getting excited to fly off!!! =p

At the middle of the journey.....

2009-08-14T02:07:00.000-07:00

Time flies way faster than before, if you could realize it. 4 wks of German Intensive Course has passed, and some of our lecturer taught us for their very last time before we get another new lecturer for the nx 4 wks, before we sit for our DSH. Throughout this past 4 weeks, well, we did complain abt the overloaded homework everyday, get discouraged by the nt so encouraging grade given by our lecturer, who grade our homework stricter than any other lecturer, or maybe just simply becoz we really suck at it... n ya, nt to forget the "bish bish bish" music, n the time we got bombarded for making too much noice in class... haha... but we did really learn a lot from her, a lot of new stuff...

So today, we were having our farewell with 3 of the lecturers who are leaving. And I was, well, I guess wasn't the only one, feeling like we are at the time of graduation, feeling like everything has finally come to an end.... no, nt yet, still got 4 more weeks of lecture, 8 more weeks of practical to endure...

classmates~ 11B~ together with Frau C~

H1N1....

2009-07-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

And Intec closed down for one week....

Also, the German Week event, the activities and closing ceremony today, were forced to be canceled, due to quite a number of ppl fall sick (having fever, flu, cough.... etc)

Intensive course will be running as planned, since all the lecturers have to be back in Germany by 14th of September, and the DSH exam on the 8th of September. Classes cnt be postpond.

The following is the mail receive frm Herr. Brian today:

Ihr Lieben,

gerade habe ich die Bestätigung von Pn. Rita und PM Norhayati bekommen. Der Intensiv-Kurs geht weiter wie geplant.

Die Studenten mit Fieber (here are the names of student who got sick, around 8 to 9 people) sollen zum Arzt gehen, sich Medizin und MC holen und müssen natürlich nicht zum Unterricht kommen, solange sie krank sind.

Wir können den Intensivkurs leider nicht verschieben, da die DSH-Lehrer nur bis zum 14. September in Malaysia sind. Der Prüfungstermin 8. September steht fest und muss unbedingt eingehalten werden.

Alle Studenten, die gestern bei der Präsentation und abends bei Battle of Talents nicht da waren und keinen MC vorweisen können, werden bei einem Academic Hearing aussagen müssen.

Viele liebe Grüße

Brian

Most of the juniors and super juniors are having their bring-forwarded "mid sem break" at home now. Basically just left us super seniors here. Do keep everyone in prayer, esspecially those who are sick right now.

I'm more than healthy btw, dun worry...=)

Intensiv um Deutscher zu werden.....

2009-07-24T01:37:00.000-07:00

Voices in my head said: "Tödliche Arbeit macht uns besser?!"

Back in Cemara. New sem, new phase, new classroom, new lecturer, new retarded junior's faces.... Now we are the semiors of the seniors. This sem, the first 8 weeks of this new sem, will be all about German INTENSIVE Course, which is what we are having now. Almost 4 hours of lecture everyday follewed by dozens of homeworks. I thought we are going to have lots of free time to spend during this sem, like.... hey man, we only need to focus on one subject, german, tat's it, no more chemistry, physic etc. After one week of classes, we only get to realize that we are just about to enter into another hell-like lifestyle, which I felt much busier compare to the previous sem. I cnt skipped any of the homeworks, or just simply sleep in class. These aren't mechanic or maths, which I always can find some way to catch up later on. I gotta focus, from the beginning till the end of the lecture. It's kind of boring and tiring isn't it, when u doing the same thing for 4 hours everyday....

I'm still adjusting myself to adapt to the lectures. The first day was extremely a tough one for me, esspecially when we just came back from a one-month break, in which we touch absolutely nth in german. Our german lecturer is a lady. She's big, she's kind, and she speaks real fast, esspecially when the class is almost over and she has still a lot more to teach.... I was, no, most of us, were blank during the first day, while the lecturer speaked as though she's speaking to a real Deutscher... We are still getting ourselve warmed up.... The following days was okay, she didn't slow down, and never slow down while she speak, yet we managed to grab most of her ideas. All we need is perhaps just some warming up.... So here we go, 8 weeks of German Intensive Course.

Talking about intensive, those classes actually make you feel like one day of lecture is equals to one week of lecture. Having headache everyday, during class, or even after class. Tire, restless... but surely, our Deutsch will be improved drastically in no time.....

Haiz....

2009-07-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

Half the time passed away
All the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste?
All the promises we made
One by one they vanished just the same

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear
There's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long
That summer's moving on
Reach for something that's already gone
Yeah

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Yeah we knew we had to lose this time
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
We would end up where we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
Never knew anything

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Hey, yeah, yeah

-September, from Daughtry's latest album "Leave This Town"

I know, time will never ever go backwards.
We are all growing up, physically, socially, mentally, long before we could even realize it.
Our adults, parents, teachers, who used to be so fierce and strong, they are too getting older each day.
Some of our love ones might already left us to another world, way sooner than what we expected.
And I'm sure there will be a day, you will started to miss those days that you used to curse and those time that you wish you could just skip.
You will started to miss those food and its taste that you could never find it elsewhere.
And one day, you will find yourself failed to trace back those voices that used to be so familiar to you, and those laughter that used to light up your life.
People, do cherish every little things around you.
Do cherish every single person that stepped in into your life, before it's too late.
They might just faded away long before you realizing it, without you having the chance to say goodbye.

***************************************************************************
One of my teacher passed away yesterday. May the good Lord bless her soul......

Duh...

2009-07-12T08:24:00.001-07:00

Voices in my head said,
I'm sucks....
and confused.... T_________T

Just came bck frm the 3 days 2 nights of Redang trip, it was awesome. Was thrown in the middle of the deep blue sea for the 1st time, went snorkeling for the first time and move along side by side with all the fishes for the 1st time.... The beach there is way better than any of the beach than we could find on the west coast. The sea water there is cleaner and clearer, on the other words, less polluted. We saw a lot of dead jelly fish bodies along the beach, shells, some dead carols perhaps, and some fine piece of human figure (u know what I mean.... we just admire the wonder of creations, nth else...)

this is the place where we stayed....

jelly fish....

u see, so many dead jelly fish...

star cruise behind us...

playing monkey... I was the monkey, and that's my pants in the air...

still chasing after my pants......

The last day....

It was tiring, exhausting, but no doubt we had a great time over there.
So that's it, the much anticipated Redang trip is finally over....

Another update finally....

2009-07-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

Being really lazy to do anything at all, but I guess it's time for me to squeeze out sth to write here again.

Had a gathering with my former classmate last week or last last week, I cnt remember.... ya, last week, one week after my holiday started officially. At the moment I enter into that place, all sorts of "TK why u become so thin..." those kind of question was thrown to me. "Hey German ppl, u really looked like a german ppl nw..." "U looked older now..." bla bla bla.... what make things even more ridiculous is that, there's a parent who came to me and said, "Hey, u looked like an ARTIST now, if u wear an artist hat..." the artist here is actually refer to the guy who draw pictures and paint painting... WTH??? Am I changed that much???

A bunch of us went to cinema for Transformer the nx day. The first Transformer movie was nice, nice enough to make me watch it for the second time, but the second movie was way better compare to the first one. More fighting scene, a lots of new robots, storyline are simple yet nice... That's all I expect from this movie. Just a slight dissapointment at the ending, the "Fallen" died way too soon. I was expecting more fight between the revived and improvised Optimus Prime and the leader of the Decepticon, the "Fallen".

Well, I guess that's all for now. I'll be going to Penang this sunday, and Redang on Tuesday.
Cya =)

I WON THE BEST LOOKING PERSON CONTEST

2009-06-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

you

Chong

Siok

Michelle

Winnie

Kong

Joyce

Eliza

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B RyAn, your current ranking is #1. You have 11 points!

Weeheee, I am the best looking person, can u believe it??? And I actually remain as #1 for several weeks edi.... ahaha.....

Facebook I love you :D

Holidays without Laptop

2009-06-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

It ain't boring after all. Without sitting in front the monitor enjoying the high speed internet connection service, like what I usually did to spent my time during every holidays, still, my days went on pretty well. I sent my laptop for a repair, haven't really decide which laptop to buy for now. Hopefully this old laptop of mine will last for another few more months before I buy a new one.

Met some old friends for the past few days. They have changed, most of them. They are getting bigger, or rounder, or am I just getting "smaller"??? About six of of them had actually asked me the same question, "How come u become so thin??? U fasting??? Looked like the body u have now doesn't belong to you, it's like your big head stick on someone else body...." Well, I dunno. All I ever notice is that, I'm not as rough and tough as I used to be any more. I mean physically of coz. Quit from karate for almost two years, now I'm totally out of shape. Perhaps it's time for me to eat more and exercise more.

Congratz to those who just got their place in local university recently, whether u r in Universiti Sampah Masyarakat, Universiti Monyet, University Kanasai M...... Some of my friends actually get some funny funny course, for example: Sains bahan (wth is tat??? Is tat even a course???), Perniagaan Antarabangsa (INTERNATIONAL business meh, what a nice name...)

Exam finished last thursday. I still couldn't believe that I'm actually enjoying this absolute freedom right now. I'm going to get myself real rusty during this one whole month before class started again. All I have to worry for next semester is Deutsch, no more maths physics chemistry. hahaha.........

INDEPENDENCE DECLARED

2009-06-18T01:13:00.000-07:00

Finally, after almost one an a half month of hard fought. I mean, this fight was indeed a tough one. Every paper is like errrr.... suicide?? Anyway, I've given my very best for the very 1st time so far in INTEC. I've done what I shud have been doing, and I have no regret at all, though those effort seems to be useless at times....

Going back to hometown later. My laptop stop functioning just at the right time yesterday, right after I finish reading all my past year papers. I wonder how am I gonna pass this one whole month of holiday.....

Way to Heaven

2009-04-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

This is an ALG production...
It's hilarious....
Must watch!!!! :D

I'm having period....

2009-04-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I can feel it right now....
I'm not feeling well, emotionally, again....
This happen like once a few months....
Nothing happen though, just that I got a little hot temper lately....
Guess I'm an anti-social for now.... =.=

People, if u find that I appear to be more quiet than usual, smile lesser than usual, dun be frighten, and dun think that I'm angry with u or something... No one offended me nothing so far... Do feel free to approach me if got anything. I'm good, still the same me... Maybe I'm just a little tired of making nonsense all this while, gotta show my serious side for some times, though I know it might be scary for certain people.... :)

Hey c'mon, life could be very boring and tiring as well if there's only laughter and madness, no??? There gotta be someone special showing his "dull" face and scare the crap out of everyone else...

Ya, I know, my blog post is getting more and more ridiculous, just ignore it.... thx for reading :)

Some Mamak make me angry!!!!

2009-04-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

Was having dinner with my roommate in Al-Rafi just now.
I order a tosai sardine. 15 minutes later, one of their guys place my foods in front of me. "Sir, roti sardine!!!" Then he walked away. I stared at the plate for a while, called that guy who past me the food. "Abang, saya order tosai sardine, T-O-S-A-I....." "U cakap roti sardine ma..." "@#$%% TOSAI sardine, bukan ROTI sardine...." I remember I said it very clearly, TOSAI.... That idiot didn't apologize, nvm, it doesn't matter, but he asked sth stupid later, "Roti sardine tak mau ah?? Sedap oh....." =.=" "Saya nak TOSAI!!!" He did his mamak style funny face, took back the roti.... a moment later, another guy came. "Sir, u punya roti sardine..." "Bukan roti sardine, TOSAI sardine!!!" He took back. I almost got mad at them. Thank God I still can hold my temper. I won't have any problem with people making mistake, but those people who repeat the same mistake over and over again make me sick!!! I got mad, not bcoz they din give me tosai. I got mad, bcoz I've been facing the same thing for don't know how many times.

That was once when I order roti maggi and they give me maggi goreng. First time, usually I'll be more polite. Human make mistake, that's common. Smile at them, ask them to change. Then, things are getting more and more ridiculous... I order roti maggi, they give me roti kosong. Again I order roti maggi the other time... this one I wanna elaborate more about it. This waiter who took our order, I'm not sure whether he understand malay or not. "Saya nak roti maggi." Then he asked, "nak kaya ke??" I was stunned for a while, since when roti maggi got kaya. Nvm, I tell him I don't want. Again, I emphasized to him "ROTI MAGGI" for a couple of times, hope he really understand what I want, but somehow I just feel something is not right.... Later, someone brought a roti naan in front of me..... I told that waiter that wasn't my order. After that waiter who took my order earlier brought the same roti naan to me, "sir, u punya roti...." I was speechless... I was right, he dun really know what I want to order.... he din get it right....

There are a few mamak shop nearby. Those mamak shop that I went more frequently are "Al-awal" and "Al-Rafi". Something I dun like about mamak shops are:
1. it took a very long time for the waiters to come and take your order.
2. it took a very long time for them to bring you your food.
3. they bring you the wrong thing for a lot of times. I wonder did they actually pay attention while taking their customers' order...
4. some of the waiters dun understand malay. U have to mention ur order for a few times before they could get it....

Mamak food are nice. But in terms of their service, they still got a lot more to improve....

白痴小孩子造句 =p

2009-03-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

１。題目：一邊……一邊……

小朋友寫：他一邊脫衣服，一邊穿褲子。

老師批語：他到底是要脫還是要穿啊？

２。題目：其中

小朋友寫：我的其中一只左腳受傷了。

老師批語：你是蜈蚣嗎？

３。題目：陸陸續續

小朋友寫：下班了，爸爸陸陸續續的回家了。

老師批語：你到底有幾個爸爸呀？

４。題目：難過

小朋友寫：我家門前有條水溝很難過。

老師批語：老師更難過。

５。題目：又又

小朋友寫：我的媽媽又矮又高又胖又瘦。

老師批語；你的媽媽是變形金鋼嗎？

６。題目：你看

小朋友寫：你看什麼看！沒看過啊

老師批語：沒看過

７。題目：欣欣向榮

小朋友寫：欣欣向榮榮告白。

老師批語：連續劇不要看太多了！

８。題目：好吃

小朋友寫：好吃個屁。

老師批語：有些東西是不能吃的。

９。題目：天真

小朋友寫：今天真熱。

老師批語：你真天真。

１０。題目：果然

小朋友寫：昨天我吃水果，然後喝涼水。

老師批語：是詞組，不能分開的。

１１。題目：先……再……，例題：先吃飯，再冼澡。

小朋友寫：先生，再見！

老師批語：想像力超過了地球人的智慧。

１２。題目：況且

小朋友寫：一列火車經過，況且況且況且況且況且況

老師批語：我死了算了 @@

Short break after trial... U want some "Milk"???

2009-03-19T00:12:00.000-07:00

Well, I just feel lazy to type anything here, honestly. Ya, you know, trial's over, holiday started, and almost finish. Alvin was in S'wan for the last weekend. I brought him and his gf to Pangkor Island, rented 2 motorbikes, and drove around the island. Pangkor is still as boring as usual, I just don't understand that why so many foreigners still wanted to visit there. But it was fun to drive motor in Pangkor. The roads are narrow, with lots of up-n-down. That's why people said kids raised up in Pangkor are experts in Motorbike.

After that, after we came back from our trip to Pangkor, me, as the tourist guide of the day, brought them to all the "Hock Chew" or Sarawakian like to say it as "Foo Chow" villages. I bought them their first "kompiang" from S'wan. Sarawakian called them "kompia", we pronounce it as "kompiang". "Kompiang" in S'wan is nicer than "Kompia" in Sibu. That's what they said after they took their 1st bite. I don't know.... Then, we visitted some other places later on. I just found out that there are still a lot of little things about S'wan that I don't really know, though after staying here for such a long time. Shame on me =.=" Should have explored around more often....

**************

I watched "Milk" yesterday, which is another oscar award winning film. I couldn't believe that I actually watching it from the begining till the end. At first I thought this show is all about milk factory stuff like that. But then later I saw a guy flirted another guy during the first scene, then that two idiot kised each other in an unusual manner, then they started their "thing".... Oh my @#$$%% I thought I wanna close the show right away, but I didn't. I continued watching it. I'm just curious what is this movie all about, and what made it deserve an award. Obviously it has nothing to do with Milk. It's about "homosexuality". A true story, a story about a gay politician in US, Harvey Milk, who fights for gay rights. U can read more about him here.

A quote from Harvey Milk: "we are not sick, God still love us...."

bla......

These people are the "abnormal" one and the rejected one nowadays in our society. A lot of them demand for rights to be respected and be treated equally as the others. I know a guy who went to his guy partner every weekend to have "sex". Not long ago, I heard that this guy, along with his other gay friends, planed to protest to the government to accept their kind. So, what am I suppose to say? We never been in their shoes, we never knew how they felt actually. Frankly speaking, they never brought any harm to the society, so far. They just wanted to be accepted to be part of the society, that's all.

There are moralist that started to compromise with "homosexuality". There are people started to approve "homosexuality". They claimed that they are not sick, they are just what they are. Asking them to act "normal" and to love some one from the opposite sex which they are not interested at all is just like a torture to them. They thought it's better for them to remain who they are, and love who they love. So, what more can I say? Sometimes I really wonder, how could such a nature "disorder" could seems to be so "righteous"?

Furthermore, in bible, God never approve "homosexuality".

1 Corinthians 6:9-10 - "Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God."

Leviticus 18:22 - "Do not lie with a man as one lies with a woman; that is detestable."

Leviticus 20:13 - "If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They must be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads."

Romans 1:26-27 - "Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones. In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their perversion."

"Homosexuality" is a SIN, people, are you clear??? It's a SIN!!!!

Stupid photo from facebook....

2009-03-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

A photo uploaded in facebook.....
Some ppl are tagged in it....

From the album:
"Wall Photos" by Tan Wei Yap

In this photo: Leong Jing Xiong (photos), SC Teh (photos), Anthony Lee Chun Ping, Maxx Chew Kean Hong (photos), Han Hong How, Tan Wei Yap (photos), Chong Fong Yi (photos), Chung Yin Hui (photos), Neoh Wee Ming, Tan Yik Ming (photos), Brian Trenaman, Princeofvampire Josephgankwangseng, B RyAn Lee (photos | remove tag), Christine ZhangZiyi (photos), Dato' Roger Ong, Bryan Boo, Meiyun Lai, Kien Seng Swee, Joash Tan (photos)

Then here comes the comment, u can read them 1 by 1 if u have time:

Tan Yik Ming at 6:26pm March 10

how dare u tag me as 书呆子？haha...anyway.i accept it..la..no matter ppl say bout me

Tan Wei Yap at 6:30pm March 10

lol...coz u r the most hardworking ya

Chong Fong Yi at 6:48pm March 10

zzz..im da zzz 1..=.=

Leong Jing Xiong at 6:52pm March 10

haha.......always sleep?......wei yap superman????

Tan Wei Yap at 6:57pm March 10

fonyi, actually wan to tag u as lenglui de, but not available here....

Tan Yik Ming at 7:11pm March 10

wah..wei yap...seldom hear u praise ppl lo..haha.
especially d word leng lui seldom cum out frm ur mouth/.
got leng lui oso din introduce to me..haiz..sad

Tan Wei Yap at 7:53pm March 10

lol.....she is my schoolmate la...

Chong Fong Yi at 8:02pm March 10

i whr gt owayz slp wor..almost owayz la..haha..XD omg..im nt lenglui la..but u wanna noe lenglui i wan introduce 1..hehehe..=P

Tan Wei Yap at 8:04pm March 10

cannot oh....later kee ling will not happy de...u know de..haha.

Meiyun Lai at 8:12pm March 10

tanweiyap..u 'r soooo DEAD!!!!

Tan Wei Yap at 8:14pm March 10

haha...sorry ya

Han Hong How at 8:19pm March 10

what expert in love?

Chong Fong Yi at 8:37pm March 10

not u la..arent ur frenz wanna noe lenglui??haha

Anthony Lee Chun Ping at 9:07pm March 10

waa...how come i am invisible man~~ xD

Tan Wei Yap at 10:03pm March 10

coz very hard to see u ma

Anthony Lee Chun Ping at 10:14pm March 10

B RyAn Lee at 11:27pm March 10

EH!!! EH!!! Birdie face!!!! Mau lawan ar??????

SC Teh at 5:48am March 11

wth..i agree with teak kein tag..nice tag..lolx..

B RyAn Lee at 3:50pm March 11

seems like no one would ever spell my name correctly..... =.="

Tan Yik Ming at 4:00pm March 11

haha..seems like bryan left ppl a bad impression lo//
haha..karate de wo...wei yap.u not afraid tat he will kill u?haha

Kien Seng Swee at 8:09pm March 11

Erm... why? haha... aiks~ dun understand...

Chong Fong Yi at 8:26pm March 11

haha..i oso dun understand..

Tan Wei Yap at 8:30pm March 11

dun understand wat? teck kean no that scary lah...lol

B RyAn Lee at 8:44pm March 11

hey Fong Yi, u looked pretty, can I "kao" u???

Leong Jing Xiong at 8:51pm March 11

Hey Bryan, dun play play ok! Always wan to kacao girls

Chong Fong Yi at 8:52pm March 11

huh??who r u?from high school 1?

Chong Fong Yi at 8:52pm March 11

lol..dun play play k..XD

B RyAn Lee at 8:53pm March 11

I'm bryan, nt from high school, but live in a 5 stories building currently.... xD

Chong Fong Yi at 8:57pm March 11

O..

B RyAn Lee at 8:58pm March 11

"O" for Orang Utan....

Chong Fong Yi at 9:01pm March 11

Oo..

B RyAn Lee at 9:05pm March 11

so, tonite u free or not??? Mayb we could meet somewhere????

Tan Wei Yap at 9:07pm March 11

bryan...she got bf 1 la...later her bf(who is 180++cm tall) beat u only u know

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:08pm March 11

Bryan......I support u ..u got guts but i still think u will lose........haiz

Tan Wei Yap at 9:09pm March 11

u wan meet her? go subang loh...near subang parade only...hahaha. btw, fonyi: dun get agnry ya..just jokinghere.

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:10pm March 11

Tan Wei Yap ....how r u???

Tan Wei Yap at 9:11pm March 11

jing xiong...go find ur 99.95% lah!

Bryan Boo at 9:12pm March 11

Bryan Lee? Hmm... Wah... Copy my name.. Hahaha! I'm the High School Bryan la...

B RyAn Lee at 9:14pm March 11

so Boo, u r her 180 cm bf la???

Tan Wei Yap at 9:14pm March 11

hai bryan...looooong time no see ah...how r u now?

Tan Wei Yap at 9:14pm March 11

nope he is not the one!

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:14pm March 11

NOt same la.........1 B Ryan Lee 1 Bryan..........1 is more handsome

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:15pm March 11

Tan u everyday c bryan still want to ask.....haiz

B RyAn Lee at 9:16pm March 11

hey wei yap, long time no see.... XD I guess i just see u an hour ago??

B RyAn Lee at 9:16pm March 11

seems like fong yi freak out d.... u all la, buat kacau....

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:19pm March 11

OOOps.........sorry.....xP

Bryan Boo at 9:20pm March 11

what a conversation... hahaha!

Tan Wei Yap at 9:20pm March 11

haha...i purposely de..who call u always so hamsap

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:22pm March 11

I agree with wei yap

B RyAn Lee at 9:23pm March 11

u two go study la, 2mrw got test!!!!

Tan Wei Yap at 9:25pm March 11

blek....ppl last week already finish study loh....

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:26pm March 11

erm...........where is Fong Yi already?

B RyAn Lee at 9:39pm March 11

u guys scared her away d..... so ganas u ppl... =.="

Tan Wei Yap at 9:40pm March 11

u r the one who scare her away first loh...

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:44pm March 11

Oh........so sad nearly get the chance to know a girl

Tan Wei Yap at 9:47pm March 11

never mind la..you two go 'rebut' the 99.95%

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:49pm March 11

how can u say rebut.......purposely want to make us fight each other then u go 4 her...I dun think u can sleep 2night

Chong Fong Yi at 10:38pm March 11

lol..im back..juz now go eat la..dun worry..no 1 scare me away..haha..

Tan Wei Yap at 10:40pm March 11

hahah...really...but i thought cats scare u away? haha..so nice i also wan to eat..next time go subang we go eat sushi again? want?

B RyAn Lee at 10:43pm March 11

Haha, u back then i'm back d..... =p
good!!! admire ur courage!!! never back down, despite so many hamsap guy around..... Good!!! *big applause*

Chong Fong Yi at 10:44pm March 11

wei..i hate cats but nt scare cats ok..blekz.. Erm..im so busy nowadays lo..assignments n presentations..cant breath ady..whr gt mood eat sushi huh..=.="""

Chong Fong Yi at 10:45pm March 11

lol..i noe u r da most hamsap 1..proud of it???haha..

Tan Wei Yap at 10:45pm March 11

but once a while also must relax a bit wat

Tan Wei Yap at 10:47pm March 11

really? wah....i'm proud of it! lol

Leong Jing Xiong at 10:47pm March 11

Hey Bryan, study la.2moro got exam...........i help u here

Tan Wei Yap at 10:47pm March 11

teck kean...i will be more hamsap than u de

B RyAn Lee at 10:48pm March 11

ya, wei yap is the most hamsap 1, shud proud of it!!!! agree!!!!

Chong Fong Yi at 10:48pm March 11

hard to relax nw lo..rushing all the things..haiz..

Tan Wei Yap at 10:48pm March 11

u have to admit that....I'm the "DF" here

B RyAn Lee at 10:48pm March 11

got leng lui here no mood to study......

Leong Jing Xiong at 10:48pm March 11

Hey bryan already study chem june 07??

Chong Fong Yi at 10:48pm March 11

i mean u la..mr. bryan lee.......=.=

Leong Jing Xiong at 10:49pm March 11

I agree Wei Yap always keep leng lui to himself......roommate also dun share

B RyAn Lee at 10:50pm March 11

just finish chem june o7 for the 3rd time..... no mood to continue liao....

Chong Fong Yi at 10:51pm March 11

lenglui??whr??

Tan Wei Yap at 10:51pm March 11

blek....budak hafal jawapan!!!!

B RyAn Lee at 10:51pm March 11

but somebody claim that he's more hamsap, so i wanna let him win lo..

Leong Jing Xiong at 10:52pm March 11

Ok guys............and gal......i need go study 1st.not yet start june 07. Bryan behave urself.!

Tan Wei Yap at 10:52pm March 11

ya...give me the prize

B RyAn Lee at 10:52pm March 11

leng lui in my heart.... xD

Tan Wei Yap at 10:52pm March 11

have to off line di
bye

Chong Fong Yi at 10:54pm March 11

lol..ur frenz ask u behave urself mr. bryan lee..

B RyAn Lee at 10:56pm March 11

I think he can't get ur attention , tak syok d..... =P

Chong Fong Yi at 10:58pm March 11

aha?

B RyAn Lee at 11:09pm March 11

u interested in him??? I can intro..... he's kind of desperate now...

Christine ZhangZiyi at 11:31pm March 11

*speechless* ... why suddenly this photo became a hot discussion forum... lolx...

B RyAn Lee at 11:43pm March 11

yier, i tot u said u wanna make a dramatic appearance here??? yier, not dramatic at all..... =.="

Christine ZhangZiyi at 11:53pm March 11

cuz i was too speechless dy...
ok dramatic appearance...

"drums rolling"..... * bass sounding*...
Tadaa... Come on people, stand up and lets welcome.............
.......................
......................
.......................
ME ME ME!!!

*audience cheering and loud applause*
*whistle sounding*

Dramatic enuf?

Chong Fong Yi at 11:57pm March 11

haha..

SC Teh at 4:18am March 12

swt..here is photo comment or chat box?? ==''
btw weiyap ah..99.95 nt jingxiong 1 ok..he can onot..lolx
n bryan u ah..haih..so yam..

Neoh Wee Ming at 12:03pm March 12

weiweiyap wat do u tag me as?? i cant even read chinese! ;) dun tell me its "chong chong" ??

Tan Wei Yap at 1:12pm March 12

yup...it's chong chong.....haha. btw, lon gitme dun see u loh..sim also..stpm result come out di, high school;s result not very good leh...dun know melvin, kay pau they all go wat result also..hmmm

Neoh Wee Ming at 1:53pm March 12

ya long time never see u... whr u nw? stil in m'sia? y chong chong?? *confused ;)

Tan Yik Ming at 6:04pm March 12

haiz..bryan...ppl got bf adi oso wanna kacau..
totally dissapointed with u..haiz..behave urself la..
i know u r getting excited..as d trial is goin to finish soon

Tan Yik Ming at 6:05pm March 12

hey..till now i till duno who is 99.95 ..
can any1 show me next time we meet her?haha///
wonder who can impress a guy like song qing//haha

Tan Yik Ming at 6:06pm March 12

hey..till now i till duno who is 99.95 ..
can any1 show me next time we meet her?haha///
wonder who can impress a guy like song qing//haha

Maxx Chew Kean Hong at 6:07pm March 12

沉迷电脑者。。swt..

Tan Yik Ming at 6:29pm March 12

haha..wei yap shud tag himself or hon kit..

Tan Wei Yap at 9:34pm March 12

wee ming...i am now in shah alam...studying a level...a these funny ppl here r my schoolmates..

Leong Jing Xiong at 9:39pm March 12

Wei Yap..........have u untag brian?

Tan Wei Yap at 1:27am March 13

nope...purposely want to sabotage his mail...lol

Teoh Yong Jian at 6:49pm March 13

so tis is wat makes peng hong bengang.. lol.. wei yap, ur photo so famous.. haha..

Leong Jing Xiong at 7:10pm March 13

where got tag peng hong ar???he bengang coz we didn't tag him ar......lol

Teoh Yong Jian at 7:16pm March 13

no.. bcoz he thought u all flirting his 女神,which the name happen to be the same.. get it? lol...

Leong Jing Xiong at 7:19pm March 13

swt....... ehh i thought he dun mind me going after his 女神！！

SC Teh at 10:14pm March 13

lolx..penghong goin 2 cr8 facebook acc 4 tiz..hahaha

Leong Jing Xiong at 12:12am March 14

but next time we don't tag him........

Tan Wei Yap at 2:26am March 14

this fongyi not penghong's fongyi lah...LOL..call him register facebook lah! hahahahaha

SC Teh at 9:47am March 14

he reg d..lolx

Kien Seng Swee at 12:06pm March 14

Wa!! spam spam... haha... jk~ anw, y u tag me as qian zuo shui? or did i read it wrongly? -_-||

Tan Wei Yap at 1:14pm March 14

u read it right...i also dun noe why i tag u as that character ...juz feeling lah...

Teh Chee Wei at 1:28pm March 14

hey.... frenz with kintaru koh yea...hehe...promote him kuat-kuat....
a.k.a leehom
=p

Tan Wei Yap at 6:12pm March 14

add him loh...his profile pic looks so "SH" lol

B RyAn Lee at 9:04pm March 14

hey, fong yi, where r you????? life is damn boring without u!!!! c'mon, show urself!!!

Chong Fong Yi at 9:08pm March 14

yes?

B RyAn Lee at 9:38pm March 14

hey, u r here, we miss u so much.... so, how ya doing???

SC Teh at 11:06pm March 14

bryan go die la..lolx..
bt nt bad..cuz make penghong cr8 facebook..=p

Tan Wei Yap at 11:36pm March 14

haha..fonyi..i back to bp loh

I'm an idiotic study machine.... lalala...

2009-02-28T05:17:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, my laptop is back, sooner than I thought.
It's back right on time, which means, I could read my past yr MARKING SCHEME which appear to be very soft copies....

Life is getting even dull and boring. Same old and packed routine every day: Wake up, class, back, sleep, study and study and study... Trial in 2 days time, I'm not worry, not becoz tat I'm well prepared, it's bcoz... why wanna worry????What's the point of worrying??? Why wanna wasting time worrying while I've been at least spend some time holding dozens of notes everyday??? C'mon, evryone is acting like a nerd at this period of time, who can I play with other than with my books??? Life still have to go on, no matter how boring it is... I need motivation!!!!

Think positively: Exam will be over in 2 weeks time!!!! Hooray!!!! Slumcat Millionhair !!!! Exam exam easy come easy go!!! : )

Asking for a tip for living.....

2009-02-21T05:46:00.000-08:00

How can I not feeling sleepy after having my lunch and dinner????
How can I stay awake after each and every meal that I take???

I can't afford spending too much time sleeping for now.... =.=

Days without laptop....

2009-02-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

Life is just all about study for now....
No entertainment, nothing....
Or perhaps lying on bed wasting my time thinking of some unrealistic stuff and made myself happy and smiling stupidly could be my only entertainment for now....
Living everyday with a sleepy head floating around......
No motivation, shuttlecock and kubis everywhere......
Counting the day when exam is over.....

Life Sucks!!!!

Stupiak!!!!

2009-02-13T22:12:00.000-08:00

Today is Valentines Day. My laptop just broke my heart by declaring itself "ROSAK" !!!!

Good thing: I can concentrate on my studies for my trial without any temptation or distraction.

Bad thing: HOW THE HECK AM I GONNA READ MY PAST YEAR MARKING SCHEME??????

@#%#$$%% go die la.....

Dream... not a nightmare...

2009-02-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

It has been a while that I didn't dream when I asleep. I mean, there weren't any significant dreams that will stucked in my head for the next few days after I woke up. Sleeping, maybe is just a very crucial process for me to get my rest, or as a respond towards my laziness. Some people predict their future through dreams, some people claimed that they were in contact with those from the fourth dimesion through dreams, and some of the KTM fans (Kuda, Toto, Magnum), they actually believe that the number they dream about the night before will bring fortune to them. I ain't someone superstitious. As far as I know, the things I see in dreams are usually opposite with my real life. None of it come true so far. None.

Like I said, it has been a while that I didn't dream. Fine. Few days back, I had this kind of weird dream, and that scene is till vividly stayed in my head:
I was running, along with my sister inside a two-stories house. There were a lot of others who are running for their survival as well. We were chasing by a bunch of "small" and "scary" humanbeing. Ya, they were literally small, about 2 or 3 inches, and violence, and there were a lot of them. They killed all the normal-sized man that they've seen. They were attacking those normal man like us. Me and my sister found an empty room, and we tend to lock ourselves inside. Just right before I stepped into the room, I glanced at the staircase, and I saw a guy got killed. I couldn't remember who was it, only know that he was pierced from behind. Then we went into the room, locked ourselves. Those small bastard trying to slit through under the door in order to get us, and then I saw blood, scream, and everything was quite down a moment later. I opened the door but didn't see any bodies laying around. We were safe.... Then, I woke up.

That was the 1st. The second one is rather simple:
I saw myself trapped inside a car, and there were thunder and lightning around. I was trying to protect some one. I don't know who, couldn't see the face.

In both of these dreams, I was kept under troubles. In both of these dreams, some may perceive it as nightmares, but the thing is, I wasn't terrified. I won't consider them as "nightmares", in fact, I felt like.... I felt great, I don't know why. I just felt a sense of relief and victory.

Well, those are just a dream anyway, but somehow, I heard some kind of voices telling me that, something is gonna happen this year, something big. I don't know, I'm not superstitious, but I just have this kind of great feeling. I can't tell. Let see what would God have stored for me this year, if He's trying to reveal something to me through this dream....

CNY in Damai Laut Swiss Garden....

2009-01-30T23:21:00.000-08:00

My long-long-long-time-no-see aunties came back from JB, rented a "House" that they called "Villa" to stay overnight in Swiss Garden. So, we went there and meet them....

I went there for the first time. It located on a hillside actually. Dad don't like that place. He said got nothing to play, only idiots will come into this place for vacation. And he said, if he got money, he will simply develop a land and earn all the stupid foreigner's money. Well, that's the example of how he mumble usually. How to define "nothing to play"? Don't tell me you gonna expect something like roller coaster, space shot over here...

But personally, I actually find this place kinda fascinating, with all the scenery around that couldn't be found else where. For a person who felt so stress up in their studies, or a person who bored of city life and facing all the concrete jungle all day long, this is the best place for you to enjoy your time.

After searching for a long time, we found their "Villa" eventually. My two JB aunties opened the door and welcomed us.... wait, why so old one?? I still remember the last time I saw them, they were still looked young, but now.... ya, that was like 5 yrs, 10 yrs, or 20 yrs ago. Time flies..... And of course they showed the same expression as me when they saw me, "Huh?! Who's this?? Ah Kean ah??? Why so thin 1??? Ur mom nvr let you eat ah???" =.=" (Wei, I eat a lot one, ok? I usually eat double the amount that u guys usually ate, just that I couldn't grow side-way, what to do??? But I've been growing front-way lately, wanna see???)

We went into the house, the type of house that usually only rich people will stay. The air-cond was cold. I explore around.... boring =.=" smiling forcefully and retardedly while receiving ang pao, sitting at the sofa for some times... My brother and sister were gambling with those aunties and two of my cousin sisters, and another small guy was playing Dota on the other side.... boring =.=" I didn't join them for gambling, they thought I'm a good kid. (No, it's generation gap, no fun....) Yes, I'm a good kid, so be it :D

Boring =.=" So, I went out and take a walk.... These are some of the fascinating view that I manage to capture...

Monkey spotted.....

I tried to go and make friend with him, but he ran away, climbed up to one of the trees nearby...

So, can u spot the monkey??

Recommending a movie, must watch!!!!

2009-01-30T08:46:00.000-08:00

Feel that all the movies that you've watched recently sucks? Try this one...

Slumdog Millionaire
directed by Danny Boyle

Here's the synopsis for the show:

Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions. Each chapter of Jamal's increasingly layered story reveals where he learned the answers to the show's seemingly impossible quizzes. But one question remains a mystery: what is this young man with no apparent desire for riches really doing on the game show? When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out. At the heart of its storytelling lies the question of how anyone comes to know the things they know about life and love.

Some important characters in the movie:

Jamal

the protagonist, a boy born and raised in the poverty of Mumbai. He became an orphan after his mother was killed in a rally. He used to be a very naughty little boy, who create a lot of problem around his neighborhood. After the death of his mother while he's still a small boy, he started his begging and stealing life along with his brother.

the small "Jamal"

Latika

the girl with whom Jamal is in love. Also lost her parents in the rally. And by chance, she met Jamal and his brother. She was separated later from Jamal and been forced to work for the gangster.

Salim
Jamal's elder brother. He's greedy, vengeful, hot blooded, and will do whatever it takes to get what he wants. He dislike Latika, yet he loves his brother, Jamal. He had been through a lot of exciting begging and stealing adventure together with Jamal. But one night, a conflict happen between both of them, and Salim demanded his brother to leave him. Salim was later joining the gang and holding all sorts of illegal activities after he was separated from his brother.

This film has won four Golden Globe Awards so far, including Best Drama Film, and five Crictis' Choice Award. For a person who watched a lot of movies like me, the film that I would say nice, usually it's definitely something that's really worth watching. This one could be one of the best film that I ever watched so far.

Go, watch it!!! : )

Moo-ing.....

2009-01-24T22:17:00.000-08:00

Hey man, it's new year eve again, one day before the so called OXEN year.
According to some of the tradition, oxen are actually kinda pitiful. For the muslim, usually the ox will be slaughtered during Hari Raya Haji if I'm not mistaken. And as for chinese tradition, well, here's a legend:

Once upon a time, there was this race among the 12 most strongest animals on earth, which is organized by the Emperor Jade. Those animals are: rat, oxen, tiger, rabbit, dragon, snake, horse, goat, monkey, rooster, dog, and pig. Each of them will take turns to represent a certain years, according to their ranking in that race.

So, the race begin.

The Ox was leading since the very begining. He ran as fast as he could, hopefully that he could be named as the strongest animal on earth. Just right before the finishing line, when he's about to be crown as champion, the rat suddenly jumped off from his head and touched the finishing line, and ya, the rat was crowned as the champion eventually. This smart rat had actually sitted on the ox since the beginning of the race, while the ox did all the running, until both of them almost touched the finishing line, the rat jumped off and snatched the crown away. Pity the ox...

I'm sick, and really hate to find myself sick when Chinese New Year is approaching. Dad is absolutely in his New Year mood. He has been mumbling joyfully since morning, non stop.... Dad, go read your newspaper la.... =.=" or wait till I finish downloaded the latest WWE tommorow, so that you could remain silent while watching it... Those are the only time when I could clear my mind off and enjoy my inner peace I guess?! :p

So, ppl,
黑皮炸你死牛也！！！

YES!!!!!

2009-01-20T21:15:00.000-08:00

I MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!

was jumping around in Pn Rita's room.....
woohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!

A Day Before Tomorrow....

2009-01-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

Initially I got a lot of stuff to do. Homework, German week preparation, this and that, and all of sudden, I felt so relieved. Homework, which I dun have time to do (or maybe just being lazy...) I managed to copy them from others, and what make me freakingly excited is that: German Week has been postponed till July!!! After all the time spent building the "Alianz Arena" and "Kolner Dorm", and also all the effort we put in for the preparation of our exhibition booth, suddenly out of no where there was this rumours which later turn out to be a fact: German week is postponed. I'm actually very glad about it. At least I can concerntrate fully on my studies for now. Talking about studies, after all the "burden" that has been taken away, and also the chinese new year which is approaching soon, guess I won't really have the mood to touch any books. Nevermind, after chinese new year, I will study!!! And I will study really hard!!! No more fooling around doing all those crappy stuff!!!!

AS English result announced tomorrow!!! I must past!!! And I will!!! Do remember to pray for me if you read this!!!
Again, a short and brief update, laptop running out of battery, and guess it's time for me to go!!! Tschuss!!!! :D

School Reopen- 4th sem

2009-01-12T04:53:00.000-08:00

Just a brief update from me:

School reopen last week, came back to Cemara and started to do what we were suppose to do for example register all those crap. I shall not elaborate more about it, coz it's freaking dull and boring.
Our time table is basically still the same as last year, just that there is no more English class this semester. Korean students are here. I mean, the real Korean!!! They are here to pick up english course. Their english is seriously worse than what you could expected. Really, I'm not joking. Me and my friends have gone out with them for lunch and dinner for a couple of times. I shall blog more about them in my coming post, when I have time. Then, ya, glad to hear that our physic lecturer has resigned finally (they said she went to do her master in dunno where...), after one of the brave soul wrote a complain letter to the office, along with the others who signed the letter to show their support. Now, we got a new lecturer for physic, at least a better looking one. Hopefully this will be a better one. Everything went on quite well so far. Annoyed by unwanted ctu class and all those presentation and project that we were asked to do. I felt it's really a waste of time learning all those craps. The topic for this sem is even boring. It's sth about undang-undang I dunno what la. Anyway, 2 hours per week isn't too much.

Well, just an short and brief update from me. I just don't feel like spending too much time online recently. And I don't really in the mood of blogging as well. Ok, stop here, wait till my next update...

2009, the old has gone, the new has come...

2009-01-01T01:32:00.000-08:00

2008,
A year when my faith is tested,
A year that I learnt to believe,
A year that I learnt to trust,
A year that I changed the way I see things thoroughly,
A year that I started to give thanks instead of complain,
A year that I struggle with myself over and over again,
A year that I learnt to look at the good side of someone I dislike,
A year that put my patience to test,
And a year that I started to appreciate each and every single individual around me...

A year of joy and sorrow, bitterness and hardship....
Times spent with all the love ones, friends, buddies....

No doubt 2008 is indeed a memorable one. So many things happen, so many to tell...
And yet, they passed and faded away, so silently...

Now, we are at the beginning of 2009, a fresh and whole new year. A new story, new chapter will be unfold soon. This year will be very crucial for me, a year of judgment (sounds so serious huh?!) This year will be a year when all my hard works in this 2.5 years in Intec came into a conclusion, and also the last year that I study in Malaysia (hopefully....). A-level is coming, DSH is coming, all sorts of important exams are coming. Hopefully this year will be another year which full of surprises and amazement. (Talking about surprises, suddenly I realize that I gonna receive my AS english result soon..... Pray for me :p)

Happy New Year everyone!!!!

1224, Christmas eve picnic in Teluk Batik... (Updated!!! Photo added =D)

2008-12-30T11:39:00.000-08:00

Phew, get all the photos finally, thx to likyin...

Umm... so, title said it all. Picnic in Teluk Batik during the day before Christmas... Lazy to crap, guess I shall let all the photos do the talking...

food~

And now, a guy challenge the girls to a game:

2 GROUPS

Girls vs Guys
The group which bury their representative with sand in a shortest time win.

These 2 are our representative: Ah mai (yellow) represent the girls (err... he's a guy if I'm not mistaken.... yes, he is.) and Tai Meng (half naked, obviously is a guy) represent the guys...

girls....

guys.... minus Ah mai and the one who syok sendiri at the back there...

And so, here we go....

In the end, I don't remember which team won and how they won... The girls insist that they won, did they?? We almost finish burying at the same time, except that hand-gatal Bryan keep drawing some funny funny picture on top of the sand...

hey, you see, so many of them buried one poor fellow.... guys only have 3 of us...
Number overcomes strength TnT

Then after that, we swim, we splash, we play.... Those who don't wanna get wet was lifted and thrown inside the water without showing any mercy... a lot of funny funny things happen, but I dunno where have all the photos gone.... nvm.... and ya, Ah mai almost got his pants pulled off by me... :p

And for the 1st time, I learnt how to use our feet to smile and cry.....

smile :)

cry :(

Guess which feet is mine?? :p
*Hint: I have the fairest and smoothest leg, really, not even the girls could beat me in this XD

After all the long and crazy and tiring and energy consuming water splashing and chasing one another around, finally, we got tired.

We bathed, cleaned, finished the remaining food, packed....

then we went to Strawberry for lunch...

After lunch......

Posing with Dong's car.... Rich man's daughter..... Her car is the biggest among us. I dunno when will I get such a chance to drive such a big and nice car. The biggest vehicle that I ever drove is... ermm.... CA van?! hehe, eight sitter, bigger than Dong's Honda :p

Then, we came to Wei Leng's house...

in front of her house.... her dad is an inspector, very geng 1....

Family portrait:

1. Ah ma in the middle....

2.Apek in the middle

I was really tired that day, coz I didn't sleep at the night before that. Well, you know, I'm in "Holiday mode", which means I sleep at 4 or 5 or 6am and wake up at 2 or 3 or 4pm every day, and in fact I already get used to that kind of sleeping habbit. It would be hard for me to sleep earlier at 12 or 1 am even if I wanted to... I afraid that I couldn't wake up on time if I slept, so, I chose not to sleep at all... Honestly I'm quite sleepy at 1st, but once I was dragged inside the water, I was fully awake and refreshed and started to mad around.... and ya, the day was absolutely a fantastic one!!!! Tired and exchausted but worth it!!!!

Let's get retarded....

2008-12-29T08:14:00.000-08:00

I'm just realize....

2009 is approaching closer and closer and closer....

sienz~

"hee, haha, hee, ha, huhu, huhuhuhuhuahaha............ Ohhh, what a wonderful world................. lalala"

Haiz~

Alright, alright, I know, cherish every moment, right? I got it!!! Rapid KL tayar pancit taxi uncle must be polite ktm squeeze squeeze every week sunway ice cream I love sleeping rolling lepak apek old newspaper tilam tilam lorry didn't pay road tax must shaved botak dark and shiny neighbour malay simply throw rubbish strayed dogs kacau see no cat Teluk Batik Toyota RM85 no money RM45.10 strawberry......

If you happy and you know it bang your head
If you happy and you know it bang your head
If you happy and you know it and you really wanna show it
If you happy and you know it bang your head

I didn't cut my hair for the last whole sem and survived in Intec without any saman, cool huh?! Break my record dude........

Hee <3

Not That Far From Bethlehem

2008-12-23T23:57:00.000-08:00

Too bad i cnt join any caroling this year. Miss those days when we sang from houses to houses, spread His good news, bring joy to every family we went, and how we ate the food from houses to houses and be satisfied. Wish I could be there joining those carolers tonight, but I guess it's not likely to happen, not for this year...

It always a pleasure to serve Him. Some may asked, "you sacrificed your time and energy so much in doing His work, what will you get in return?" To me, it really doesn't matter. In fact, I enjoy every moment of it. Following His path, seeing His work accomplished wonderfully through the person that He specially selected. I still remember, I was just like anybody out there, wanting to serve, but never know how. never know where to start. I was appointed to be in charge of worship in CA earlier this year, honestly I doubted. Am I the right person for this? Ya, I like music, I like to be in the part of worship team, and I always wish to, but how much can I contribute, since I do not know how to lead a worship, do not know any instrument played in the worship team? The least that I could do was just be the back up singer, and my singing sucks, that's what I knew for long... I seriously doubted the duty given, thought it was a mistake, just simply something out of randomness.

As time went by, the seniors left one by one, problems started to occur when we were short of musician. I still remember, during one of the sharing with the other committee members, I said, "One day, maybe one day, I'll step up on that stage to serve, with one of the instrument on stage.... One day...." The "one day" I mean here is actually, well, perhaps few months later?? Few years later?? Or maybe it'll never happen??? I wanted to be a drummer, since I do not know anything about piano and guitar. In fact, I prayed for it since long time ago...

As I could recall, about one or two weeks later after the sharing, a problem occurred. We short of bassist for that coming CA, and there's no one else to take that spot. I do not know where did I get the courage and the boldness to volunteer myself and filled in the team, without having any clues about what is bass or how to play it. I knew it won't be easy, but somehow, something is urging me to stand up and move forward. I started to learn from Chewie (a good teacher, really appreciate his time and patience), practiced it, and made my first serve in about four days time. It's unbelievable I know, for a person like me who didn't even know how to grab a guitar at first, but that's how it happen. That night, after everything was end, I was just so.... I couldn't find an exact word to describe that feeling.... joy?? More than that... I'm just so amazed at how things worked, how God has planned for everything, and that very moment, I just wanted to give Him more.... From that day onwards, I filled that empty spot in the team and serve Him, and at the same time He helps to build up my confidence in Him and also improve my skill as well... One day... I never knew the "one day" will come so soon, way sooner than I expected...

From someone who knew nothing to a bassist, and then to worship leader, and also seeing others how they cope with their ministries and grow, I'm just so convinced that God's choice wasn't something out of randomness. God's choice wasn't a mistake. It's His ultimate plans, plans that could amaze each and every individual...

Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to give you hope and a future."

This Christmas season, again, let us give thanks, with everything that He has given to us, and how he had seen us through throughout the years. Let us rejoice, with the birth of the Lord Jesus Christ 2000 years ago.

He was punished that we might be forgiven (Isaiah 53:4-8)
He was wounded that we might be healed (Isaiah 53:4-5)
He was made sin that we might be righteous (Isaiah 53:10-11)
He died our death that we might share His life (Hebrews 2:9)
He was made a curse that we might receive the blessing (Galatians 3:13)
He endured our poverty that we might share His abundance (2 Corinthians 8:9)
He bore our shame that we might share His glory (Matthew 27:35-36, Isaiah 53:3, Hebrews 2:10)
He endured our rejection that we might have acceptance with the Father (Matthew 27:45-51)
He was cut off by death (and overcame death) that we could be joined to God eternally (Isaiah 53:7-9)
Our old self was put to death in Him that the new self might come to life in us (Romans 6:6,11)

He's the reason that we could still share His joy and presence today.
Blessed Christmas everyone!!!

Movie Talk...

2008-12-19T05:53:00.000-08:00

Been watching a lot a lot a lot of movies lately, until I could actually predict accurately what will happen nx or what's the ending in most of the movies. Happy ending??? Evry1 die???? Kiss??? One thing for sure, the main character will never die until the end of the show... Some are worth watching, some I would say it's a waste of time watching it...
Now, I shall divide all those movies that I've watched into few groups:

1. Horror
Highly recomended: SAW V

The scene below I have watched repeatedly for about 10 times.
I won't stop you from watching it due to ur curiosity, but my advise is: think twice, it's bloody scary. Seriously I dun wanna traumatize you with my blog.

Overall, it sucks!!! Almost fell asleep towards the end of the show. The scene above was the only part that's interesting. It's only the opening scene btw.

Nx, One Missed Call.
Stupid show, no comment. Not bloody, not scary, not logic, more suitable to be categorized under "Fairy tales".

Final Destination.
Nice. I like it.

2. Cartoon
Madagascar 2, Bolt, The Ugly Duckling and me, Open season, Happy feet, Happily Never After.....

My dad said, watching cartoon is childish. But I said, adult's world are too complicated and busy and B-O-R-I-N-G. Keep some childish-ness in me, good for mind and soul.

3. Romance
I've watched a few of this kind of shows, for example:

p.s I Love You
boring...... @.@ Quarel, talk, talk, die, laugh, talk, cry, cry, talk again...... It's freaking boring la!!!

My Sassy Girl
better than the previous 1. At least it's hillarious.

Sex and the City
I didn't finish watching it. Boring... A group of aunties doing some boring stuff...

Love is boring.....

3. Stupid-I-wanna-smack-the-producer-show
The most stupid show that I ever watched: You Don't Mess with Zohan
I wonder how could government permit a show like this to be on screen in local cinema.

Nx, Superheromovie, followed by Disaster movie. Stupid yet acceptable compared to Zohan.

4. Superhero
Iron Man, Hulk, Hancock and many more... they are awesome...

5. Mystery, shooting, fighting....
This category is my favorite I would say.For example, Disturbia, Wanted, Transporter 3, Doomsday, Death Race and many more.

6. Sad sad crying movie
The most recent movie from this category that I watched is The Pursuit of Happyness. Thumbs up!!! Very touching, but I didn't cry.

But honestly I did shed tears while watching this singapore movie Money is Not Enough 2.

7. Shaky shaky...
If u have watched Cloverfield, Rec, or Quarantine, surely you would know what is this category all about. I wonder who the heck on earth will like this kind of movie. Some joker holding a cam running around shooting the scene, while his friends got eaten by monster or wateva it is 1 by 1, until everyone die in the end. And the funny thing is, the camera man always live a lil longer compare to others....

8. Fantasy...
Depends what type of show it is. Sometimes it could be very boring. Narnia, Lord of the Ring, Water Horse, those are really a nice one.

9. Dancing and singing show/ musical
High School Musical -At first I thought it's some kind of kindergarden show for small kids, but after watching it...... whoa...... not bad...... pretty relaxing while watching it...... those songs are fantastic...... and.... ya...... Vanessa Hudgens is gorgeous......

Sweeny Todd - Great plot. What annoyed me is that, why don't they just simply speak out what they wanna say instead of singing for so long and doing so many pattern.......

Mamamia- No idea, haven't watched, friends advised not to watch, very boring...

10. Comedy
Balls of Fury, John Tucker Must Die, Get Smart.... etc. Funny, laugh, laugh......

The best movie of the year goes to.........

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